Probably My Last

I have not slept in two days.  These are the lessons I have learned so far.

Never keep your hopes up.

Regardless of how prepared you are for your heart to be shattered into a million pieces – it still hurts just the same.

There is always a part of you that you will discover existed but was not there before.

You will know how brave you are the moment you offerred your heart to be shattered by a complete stranger.

Bitches rule, the nice girls, they get trampled upon.  It is the way of the world.  Sounds unfair, but it is what it is.

Acceptance takes more than 24 hours.  So be patient with yourself.

The more you give, the more you’ll get hurt.  Be selfish.  That’s the key to getting away from it scathe free.

Timing is everything.

Prepare yourself.  You will get hurt.  And you had no idea why, how and when it happened.

Sex ruins friendships.  Don’t do it.

It hurts just the same.

Cry.  Then move on.  You owe yourself that.  Then cry some more.  Cry for them, they do not know the value of what they’ve found.  Never cry for being brave.

Whatever you do, don’t blame yourself.  It’s not your fault.

Learn to accept that some are just meant to be alone.  And that maybe you are one of them.

This will be my last post.  Three months after my experiment, I realized it’s not worth it.

Never forget and learn your lesson well.


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