I totally suck at handling rejection. Today, I feel awful.
There is some comfort in the fact that because I am almost 40, I now know my triggers. I can identify what causes my “low moods”. Of course today’s low mood is about B (see post Date No 2: Almost but not Quite). There’s that little shimmer of hope I am keeping. And the hope, it is the one that is so difficult to remove and ignore.
But like any other smart vamp, this experience made my desire to find Love stronger than ever.
I do get the idea that this is going to happen numerous times in the next 360 days. By the time this experience is over I would be able to handle rejection like a pro.